Soul Transitions Vibe Report November 2009
a message from Nancy L. Ward
There’s so much going on, so much up in the air – many sudden changes
– the roller coaster effect has gotten really interesting. It spirals
up, moves side to side and takes sudden dips – some influences take us
up and other influences drop us down – it can be exhausting and
frustrating. But if you’ve been through enough of the sudden changes,
you begin to find humor in it and maybe even come to the realization
that we’re better off (as always) not taking things too seriously,
because you never know what’s around the corner. In fact you never
know where the corner is! They seem to be springing up out of nowhere
– it’s like being in a maze. It’s helpful if we can find our center
and keep grounded and focused as the winds of change blow around us.
There are a lot of relationship difficulties arising as we correct our
courses – adjusting to who we are becoming, and letting go of who we
were. Many are in transition between their old life and their new life
– trying to adjust to the accelerating energies. Add economic
challenges and changing income streams to the mix and we have a vibe
of fear, insecurity and uncertainty wafting through Earth’s aura. We
need to get used to it. We’re on the move and reinventing ourselves.
Step lively – make friends with spontaneity.
Some people are in places of peace and stabilization – like being on
an oasis in a desert or an island in the middle of a churning sea.
These people are holding and anchoring the energies of calmness and
serenity, whether they know it or not. Practicing gratitude and
appreciation for what we have which holds the vibration of love will
help us to find stability. So, gathering together, sharing in
friendship – creating the oasis of community – is very helpful for our
navigation through the wild waters of instability and change.
As the energy continues to rise in frequency you may find yourselves
awakening in the early hours of morning with a disquieting feeling
inside. Many find themselves awakening consistently at 4:00 am. During
sleep time, the physical body releases resistance and there is no
distraction. This is when the high frequencies of energy that are
infusing the Earth plane have a chance to enter into the energetic
system of the body. Receiving this energy is what is awakening us in
the hours before dawn. When our bodies have received all we can hold,
we wake up suddenly as waves of emotional energy wash over us. This is
the releasing of density. Your first feelings upon awakening may be
anxiety or deep discomfort. Your mind will often take you into further
discomfort by thinking that something might be “wrong” with you on a
physical or emotional level. Bring yourself back to your center
through your breath and fill yourself with love.
We are being expanded as we integrate the higher frequencies and it
can be very uncomfortable. As has been said many times, this energy
brings up that which is not in harmony with our higher self. For
indeed as we open to the higher vibration, our higher self, our Soul,
is coming into our being more and more. The density that has
accumulated through the earth experience cannot exist within the
higher vibration. Pay attention to the swirling feelings that float
within you. Sometimes you may feel what you would call a “bad feeling”
come to the surface. This deep pain is something you have carried for
most of your life and often you have covered it up. No longer can we
do this. When you have this experience of pain and discomfort arising
from deep within, draw upon all of your love and compassion and allow
the wound of that pain to be within you. Witness this feeling; do not
try to push it away. Visualize placing it in a golden bowl and
honoring it for what it has to teach you. Bring a feeling of reverence
and sacredness to this experience and ask Great Spirit for help in
healing this wound consciously. That which is arising for healing
through love may be your deepest pain, your deepest shame… something
that seemed so very big when you were a small child – something for
which you were judged and you learned to judge yourself for. Don’t be
afraid of the feelings that come up and remember that the integration
of the accelerated vibrational energy can be very unsettling.
The ability to face ourselves, our wounds and our judgments against
ourselves brings us great strength, humility and compassion and helps
us to grow into deep, abiding self love. This is part of the process
of evolution. And when we allow the feelings to come up and be, they
dissipate. Like a big bubble rising to the surface and popping.
Don’t worry if you are not waking up at 4am (give or take an hour).
Everyone is at different stages of opening and we go through rest
periods between openings – it’s a pulsation, just like the rhythm of
our heartbeat. If you ever have the opportunity to sit by a stream and
you place your hand in it you can feel the pulsation of the moving
water. The flow of energy moves in a spiraling pulsation, like a
heartbeat.
Now, in the recent months many people have experienced strange or
“freak accidents” that left them with physical injuries which are
still in the process of healing. There have also been many who have
had bladder infections, back or shoulder pain, leg and foot pain and
general fatigue. These experiences are our physical reactions to the
expanding energies. Look within to where you may be resisting the
flow. You may catch yourself in habitual negative thought patterns or
feeling fear of change. Or you may realize that you haven’t been
listening to the promptings of your heart, so something is showing up
in your physical body to get your attention. Practice mindful
breathing to calm your heart and mind. Changes are all around, as
always, but perhaps more profoundly than ever. Inner changes and outer
changes abound – even small changes during your daily activities. You
may find yourself suddenly doing something that was not on your list
for the day, such as making soup, or cleaning a closet, or visiting a
friend. Allow yourself to go with the flow. You will feel the delight
of freedom by doing so and as you practice spontaneity in small ways,
you will be able to flow with the bigger changes with more grace.
Through the silence of meditation, connect to the vibration of your
Soul… this is your energetic signature – the unique resonance of your
being. Breathe into this feeling and allow it to permeate your body
and all of your energy fields. Call upon your Higher Self or your Soul
to come to you. Doing so will allow you to feel the vastness of your
being. This connects you to the Universe, indeed the Multiverse from
which you are ever being born. For we are all continually moving and
growing throughout all of existence – being born and reborn in every
moment.
Know that you have much support in the non-physical realm and ask for
help whenever you need it. Allow the nectar of love and comfort to
surround you and fill you.
You are most brave and courageous to be on Earth at this time. This is
the Big Show that you are participating in. See if you can get a
feeling or a glimpse of the bigger picture. Consider that if you were
to “leave the stage” at this time, you might, on the other side, have
a feeling of disappointment – for it all looks and feels so different
in the non-physical. The feeling there is that we can do anything we
want in the physical – anything that we intend, we can create. Put
that in your cauldron and let it simmer! This is indeed a grand play
that we are all participating in. To maintain flow, let go of
expectations. To maintain flow, stay in the present moment and follow
the energy that brings vitality to you.
Many Blessings,
Nancy Leilah Ward
and
Many of One
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